Before I let you go, I just wanna let you know...

that for the past few weeks, I've been trying to spend time with you but distractions were always happening between us. Word is that If you love/like/admire someone, let them know before it's too late. I was worried that I might be too late but now, I'm letting you go. If you didn't feel the same way I did towards you then it's alright. I don't blame you. I just wanted to let you know that I ADMIRED you so much. Actually, you were the only reason why I looked forward on going to 4th period everyday. All of the things I said about you were true from the deep blue even though you haven't heard it from me personally. Especially when I said "stay classy", although you said it was hard, you managed to pull the strings and surprised me every time I noticed you. I know you didn't mean to be classy but you make it seem so easy to be one. Like I said ( if you remember ) I used to think you were beautiful in a way but I figured out that you're not...you were BEAUTY itself. Hopefully by now you understand how I really felt about you. If not, then it's okay boo. I noticed between a lot of things between you and the guys I know at school. To be honest, I felt irritated/frustrated/angry/mad/sad...all these negative emotions when you just talked to them. You can call that jealousy but I call it something else. Believe it or not, the first time I saw you and your unique "vibe", I just HAD to ask Reggie for your name. You know why I didn't just ask for your name and the reason why? Like I said on my past blogs, it's not insecurity, it's the fear of rejection. But like a normal person, I was able to find out that you were one of them "one of a kind" type of girls ladies that I met...so far. Well I could talk about you and all the wonderful things about you for days but I'm kinda running out of time. so making things short: I really admired you but now I'm focusing on other things now. Well I'm ending this right here...for now...maybe not. I don't know.





Once again, stay classy, Alesia Dinh.