Captain Price's quote.

"The healthy human mind doesn't wake up in the morning thinking this is its last day on Earth. But I think that's a luxury. Not a curse. To know you're close to the end is a kind of freedom. Good time to take...inventory. Outgunned. Outnumbered. Out of our minds. On a suicide mission. But the sand and the rocks here, stained with thousands of years of warfare...They will remember us. For this. Because out of all our vast array of nightmares, this is the one we choose for ourselves. We go forward like a breath exhaled from the Earth. With vigor in our hearts and one goal in sight: We. Will. Kill him."

I'm learning...

about the batfamily!^_____^

Same shit, Different day.

And I'm not talking about Modern Warfare 2.
People need to learn to know their boundaries and limitations. Just because they're close to you does not mean you can do whatever you want with them. Especially if they don't let you or you are being forced. That's called RAPE.
Society needs to improve.
Let's get started.

Faaaawk,

I need a haircut.

Join me...

and go to Ed Levin and back twice everyday at 6 pm. ^_^ Let's gooo!

It's so weird how....

The more I try to forget you, the more I see you at school. Now what is this nonsense? It's like your beautiful presence is torturing me. I want to focus on my future here and all I'm seeing is you. You're everywhere! I mean it's not because I hate you or anything, I just don't want distractions while I'm focused. I could only focus on one thing. I can't multitask. Truth is, if only I can be with you while working on my future, I would definitely go for it. My friends have been saying that "she's beautiful, gogogo!" and I absolutely agree with that,but I just can't. But I hope I can save these few months getting to know more about you. Should have been my wish for 11/11/11 11:11 but it's too late=/





Oh wells...

Daamn,

You ignoring me now? What did I ever do to you? All I did was care when you were down. Cheered you up when I saw that frown on your face. I was there when you needed company. I helped you face your problems one step at a time. Got you back up to your feet. You were basically my sister. Now, I don't even know. I don't know what I did wrong but I'm not going to fall on this now. It's not always you anymore. I have things to do. Things to think about. Graduation is around the corner and I'm making sure that I graduate this year. My whole future depends on it. You ignoring me isn't gonna make me stop all the progress I have done just to figure this out. So, it's up to you. Either stop it or please, get out of my way. I'm not the one who's gonna suffer.



Thanks.

I guess...

I have a race!=P
It's so stupid-______________________-

So cocky.

-- : "We'll do this...in a race!"
Me: "Uhh...I only have an old camry."
-- : Whaaat? You scared?
Me: "-_________________-"


I guess this whole left - foot braking I've been doing will finally pay off if I actually "race". WTF?
But why would you race me if  we're just arguing about the price on gas?O_O I don't get it...
Well we practically have the same year of the car...but still. It's a wee bit uncalled for. Don't ya think?

Fawk,

Now that I learned how to do left - foot braking, I need to learn how to trail brake with it for maximum traction. Don't wanna skid or understeer all over the hills.O_O
The wind feels good when your going 75 mph going downhill^_^

My brakes are kind of weak now tho but I don't wanna change because that means that I'm gonna have to get use to the new brakes again before moving on...
BUT if I don't change it, I'll have to brake earlier than before so I don't end up breaking the car or worse-_______-

Ugh, I need to decide....

Feels oh so good..

When you finally have the time to communicate with a loved one you haven't seen around in a while.
I love you, smurf=)

For the past 4 days...

I only had 10 hours of sleep. This schedule of mine has got to change. Waking up at 5 for CCOC, MHS 'til 3 and night school for 2 hours.

By the time I get home it's like 630 or 7. I start homework and study as soon as I get home 'til 12 or 1. Sleep then the whole cycle starts again. I'm kinda surprised that I'm still able to drive in the dark without dozing off or crashing into something. I better get at least a B+ or an A on this test or I'm gonna be pissed. We also better get to use our notebooks for this. This test is longer than my "want" list and my list is pretty damn long. 

Tomorrow...

I shall dress fancy.

Damn.

I think I left my balls at home today because I didn't have any to talk to her. F--!

School Tomorrow..

I'm glad there's school tomorrow. This weekend was nothing but working on zee car, play MW2 and watch movies on netflix. I can't wait to go back to school tomorrow and finish whatever I need to finish in order to graduate high school. It's not like I look forward to school every Sunday but I think that the faster the days go by the sooner I would be able to graduate and move on with my life. That reminds me, I need to take that ASVAB practice test and the ASVAB test itself. But before all of that, I need to study to get a good score. I need to go to the library soon and get that book. Let's do this.

Yeahp.

Saw this one girl yesterday at school and at homecoming game.
She was so shy and quiet. 
I thought she was just an ordinary chick. 
Gazed into her eyes for a good minute and after that... I felt so ALIVE.
Like my dusty broken heart had just been hit with lightning and started beating once again. 
That intensifying feeling you miss when you've been alone for a very long time.
Like 4-5 years? Hmmm...it's been a while.
That all said of course I can't assume that she likes me back.
I know what to do now.
I HAVE to know her better.

Man..

I hate having feelings for the person who doesn't wanna be with you. It's actually better to just talk to different girls without having an emotional attachment. Damn, this sucks.



Just gotta focus on the road ahead cause that's the real challenge.



                                                                                                       Sad Lonely Driver.

There's no point....

Don't bother texting me "good morning" then not replying back because it's a waste of my time. There's nothing good about waking up at 5 in the morning everyday. Sure it makes me smile texting me that but then leaving me behind a conversation is just plain rude. You're not that busy all day! Might as well just ignore your messages. As a matter of fact, if you do that to me again, I'll just ignore you. You're just wasting my time.




You're cool and all but it annoys the fawk outta me when you do that.

Go Beat Crazy by Fastaway.

" Beat beat baby
music gets you crazy
shock me tonight
Go beat crazy!
Fun fun baby
Dancin' feeelin' hazy
Shake out of sight
Go beat crazy! " 

TODAY...

I finally cleaned my car. FULL treatment. I can say she's pretty happy right now. LMAO. She's shining like a star in the night.

Well today was a fail...

I didn't get a chance to even clean my car today cause there are too many fuckin' cars parked at zee house. Psh.

Plan for the week...

Wednesday: Work on the car.
Thursday: Work on the car.
Friday: Packet pick up/ Movies/ Work on the car.
Saturday: BEACH!
Sunday: Work on the car/ Rest.
Monday: CCOC!

Fly Away by Digital Planet

" Fly away...
Fly away from here
From the evil of this town
Then I'll take you to the sky
Fly away....
Fly away from here
From the prison of this life
Let me take you away tonight. "

Movin' Up Movin' Now by Jean Love

" Into the groove boy
And you got to prove girl
Got nothing to lose now
We step into the beat...
Get on your feet boy
And step to the beat girl
Together and hip now
You let the music set me free. " 

Back On The Rocks by Mega NRG Man

" When you get to the top...
  You ever been to the top? 
 Just listen...let me tell ya
 Here what you missin'
shut up and listen."

Statistics by Lyfe Jennings.

" Be patient.  He's waitin'
you don't gotta settle for less
leave all that stress alone
get yourself a backbone. "

I GOT TO FOCUS DAMN IT.

That's all.

Guess what?

I'm bored! D:

Ugh,

Trying to brake with your left foot in high speed will only hurt you. Learned it thee hard way but after three consecutive runs I finally got used to it. Now it's time for the tricky part. Balancing the amount of pressure on the breaks and throttle to enter a corner at an incredible speed without understeering. Starting tomorrow. Again, for the people who might read this before the other post, I am not trying to race and I'm no racer. I'm just trying to entertain myself. It might be dangerous yes but it's worth the learning experience because you will never know when you actually need it. That being said, I learned enough today. Gotta sleep. Night.

You Know What's Weird?

Planking and Owling.
If you don't know these things search it up on youtube.

So on craigslist....

I found a 1985 Toyota Celica GT-S.
I want it.
NOW.
D:

Tomorrow...

I will practice the Left Foot Braking Technique. No I am not a racer but I just wanna learn it. My car is looks crappy on the outside but the you will be surprised on what's in the inside. No I'm not talking about the interior of the car. I'm talking about the mechanical stuff about it. Sure it looks like a regular camry but it runs like there it's a brand new one. It is so maintained that it can handle everything you throw at it. The only thing that isn't replaced/changed is the engine. It's still the same old regular 2.2 L, 4 cylinder engine. Well anyways, I just wanna be fast. Nothing wrong with that. So I'll do it tomorrow. ^_____________^

I don't know.

Is it alright that I always go over 60 mph on the downhill starting from marsh road to the base of the hill?! I mean I go there because it's peaceful over there and it's basically a cool spot. The only reason people don't go there is because of marsh road. Which is pretty stupid. I mean the only reason why I go that fast is because I get bored driving slow on the road while looking at cows or horses along the way and I wanna speed things up by driving fast. It takes at least 15 minutes from marsh road to the base of the hill but when I go down there it only takes 5-7 minutes. I wanna go faster than that. I basically know the road and how it handles my car. My car might be old but it can still be fast. I always go through maintenance as soon as I drive home so the car is not the problem. Well I'm not really worried as long as I'm safe.




Or maybe I should go faster?

 Understeering is a bitch when it comes to my car though!


Oh and I need new tires and brake pads.

While Watching Burn Notice....

I realized that I miss the good old days.

Yepp.

Estelle ft. Nas - Fall In Love.

You know what?

I'm tired, I'm hungry and I have homework to do. Don't bother me.

Girls out there....

No matter who you are or what you do, just remember one thing: Stay Classy.

Yehp.

Good to have a blackberry!

Musical experience #54

Lesson Learned by Alicia Keys for the people who got hurt emotionally out there. Ladies, this might be your song.

It's saturday and it is...

Cloudy. With a chance of meatballs. (sigh...)

Stop, drop and hop into your thoughts as you read this...

                  Have you ever had one of those dreams that can take your breath away just thinking every single detail about it? Have you ever had one of those dreams that makes you motivated or in some cases, more motivated than ever before? Have you ever had one of those dreams where it can change your personality once you think or experience about it? If you ever had, then take a minute and ask yourself this: Do you believe that this dream of yours will come true someday? Why? Why not?
                        

(Sigh..)

Oh Sundays..how I hate you. Not because you're after Joyful Saturday or before Serious Monday but because you are the dullest day ever. Might as well call you Dully Sunday. Usually I do homework on this "special" day but because I don't have any, I spent half of my day trying to improve my phone's capability even more while listening to music in my "random" playlist. Now that half of my day is spent...let's see what can we do on the other half. Oh, did I ever tell you that I love my phone? The Blackberry Storm. I can do anything I want with this phone. Even porn=P I know there are better ones but I'm satisfied with this. I'ma end this right here 'cause I can.



          

                Oh, that reminds me.
                                           What day/s you guys hate the most?

What's on your mind?

You.

Before I let you go, I just wanna let you know...

that for the past few weeks, I've been trying to spend time with you but distractions were always happening between us. Word is that If you love/like/admire someone, let them know before it's too late. I was worried that I might be too late but now, I'm letting you go. If you didn't feel the same way I did towards you then it's alright. I don't blame you. I just wanted to let you know that I ADMIRED you so much. Actually, you were the only reason why I looked forward on going to 4th period everyday. All of the things I said about you were true from the deep blue even though you haven't heard it from me personally. Especially when I said "stay classy", although you said it was hard, you managed to pull the strings and surprised me every time I noticed you. I know you didn't mean to be classy but you make it seem so easy to be one. Like I said ( if you remember ) I used to think you were beautiful in a way but I figured out that you're not...you were BEAUTY itself. Hopefully by now you understand how I really felt about you. If not, then it's okay boo. I noticed between a lot of things between you and the guys I know at school. To be honest, I felt irritated/frustrated/angry/mad/sad...all these negative emotions when you just talked to them. You can call that jealousy but I call it something else. Believe it or not, the first time I saw you and your unique "vibe", I just HAD to ask Reggie for your name. You know why I didn't just ask for your name and the reason why? Like I said on my past blogs, it's not insecurity, it's the fear of rejection. But like a normal person, I was able to find out that you were one of them "one of a kind" type of girls ladies that I met...so far. Well I could talk about you and all the wonderful things about you for days but I'm kinda running out of time. so making things short: I really admired you but now I'm focusing on other things now. Well I'm ending this right here...for now...maybe not. I don't know.





Once again, stay classy, Alesia Dinh.

I'm just wondering but...

doing good deeds is something to be laughed at? Whatever happened to the good-hearted people? Did I miss a whole decade/century that everyone thinks that good deeds are meant to be laughed at? Talk about living in a cold world filled with cold people. Call me "this or that" but I returned a $100 or more to my dad a week ago since his money somehow ended up inside my pocket. I didn't steal it. By that time he already gave up looking for it but I managed to give it back to him anyways. Now, he's telling everyone what happened and they all started laughing... calling me slow and whatnot. My point is I think those good hearted people either disappeared or I am now living in a different world. This all happened the first day of 2011. I don't wanna start this year feeling guilty of something. Also, I am not that desperate about money.

“Hey what do you look for in a girl?”

Sure personality and beauty is an addition but what really gets me are her eyes.
Her eyes not only can tell a story but could create one as well. Her eyes could make that special bond/relationship and break it as well. Since I can’t see her heart through her chest, I could see it and feel it through her eyes. I could look pass her long black hair and feel her gentle hands but as soon as she lands her stare into my eyes I can only create the same illusion she feels as she stares at me. You can tell from a girl's eyes that she's open-minded yet mysterious since you’re trying to figure out if she got light or brown eyes. Matter of fact, let’s make things easier for you to understand. If her eyes could make me melt, then please let me be your ice cream sundae on a summer day. A nice pair of eyes could be dangerous though.  Don’t get me wrong, when you’re trying to sleep or trying to study for a test, when you close your eyes, all you see is her eyes. Always remember "Real eyes realize real lies." Be careful who you have your eye on.

I don't know about y'all but...

Being alone somehow helps you become a better person. 
I withdrew myself from my friends not because I choose to but because I needed time on my own. I am not better than anyone of you although many of you think so. I’m just doing what’s best for me. Having time on my own really benefited me. Not only did it make me stronger emotionally but mentally as well. I am a more determined person than how I was before. I choose to accept things because it happens rather than because it happened. I’m just living life, I’m just finding out more about life, so if you want to go ahead and say, “this and that” about me…go ahead, no one is stopping you. It’s only going to make you weaker and make me stronger. I hope this was worth your time.
Have a nice day and remember where your foundation came from.

You know what I want/miss/need/lack/desire?

A snookums, an angel, a cutie patootie, a sweetie pie, ...a goddess, etc.

The only woman in my life.

Dear Ma,
Thanks for doing so much for me. You’re the definition of a mother. You sacrificed long hours, cooked and cleaned right when you got home from work, helped me realize how good life can be and you do this all with managing with your own worries. Ma, although you never said, “Hey be whatever you want to be.” it really warms my heart knowing that you support my dreams and ambitions towards ( classified ). I know you want be to really pull through into becoming something in the medical field which I will…if somehow I don’t get into the ( classified ) industry. I know it’s a tough world out there especially being Filipino, becoming an artist in the United States can be only seen in my dreams. But ma, anything is possible. I want to make you proud. I want you never to work another day in your life, I want you to be joyful. No more stress ma. If I do get signed to a contract or some sort. I’m going to accept it ma. I know your dreams would be for me to become a Physical Therapist or a Registered Nurse, but that’s your dream not mine. Don’t get me wrong, there’s nothing wrong with becoming any of those occupations. It’s just ( classified ) is my life. I never told you ma but I see art everywhere. When I’m at home from school, you might see headlights but those headlights are ideas to me, stop signs and crosswalks are words ma. ( Classified ) is a part of me now, and it will always be. Ma, I’ll make you proud. I’ll be successful. I’m doing this for you. I’m doing this for Pa. I’m doing this for us.